Wow August 27, 2010

So much has changed! Time has changed, I have changed! God has done so much for little old me in these past few months. I have been delivered from so many things. I remember I used to blog everyday. lol About this wonderful man God had sent me. lol If you read back, you will see that I was so blinded by the man, I lost sight of the mission but it matters not. I have had some really high highs and some really low lows. If that makes any sense. lol But now I have cleared my mind completely of all the drama and regained focus. I got a new job and I am in a totally different situation than before and I am pleased. Sometimes when you fall off a horse it pays to get back up. I have discovered a new set of haters but a more awesome forgiving God. I pray more .Sometimes the strength you think you have is nothing when you lose sight of the prize. I have been spending alot of time with God working on the true me and he has been setting things right and making my life what it needs to be. I am no longer depressed or saddened by what I thought I had but thanking him for what he has set in place. I learned that when you diligently seek him he will make a way for you. Not a little bit but alot. He will give you your hearts desire. I learned that when people intentionally try to hurt you to pray for them. I learned that everyone does not deserve a front row seat in your life. So stop treating them like they do. I have so much going on but I still find rest in the safety of his arms. The kids are wonderful, so intelligent and a blessing to my soul. I am still working on being the best mom I can be. I love everyone and I am so grateful for God to speaking too and healing this old heart again.  And realizing that he will hold no good thing from me. Since I am single now, and able to meet and date people at time I have to reel it in and review my focus. Heaven is my goal everything else is secondary. I am out, be blessed!

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