I have been trying to post all evening. So much has happened in this little old life of mine. I am growing everyday. Every day I am taking back a piece of me and restoring myself to what I actually used to be minus all the obvious flaws. No one is perfect and I sure am not but at the same time I am just trying to keep it positive. I have discovered that beans is simply beans. No matter what you serve them with, they are still just beans. Lol That is a sad but true analogy of my entire life. I am who I am. I can try to be something different but at the end of the day, I am simply just me. I have determined that I make my own decisions and I have to live with them. All is not always perfect. I am certain that everything that glitters is not gold. I have decided that I am good though.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lN26jw53c0M The crazy part is so after fighting all this time I am back to this. This is one of my original post. Trust me I am good. My Father is well, he has the nerve to be driving. The kids are well. My Mom is the best and my baby sister is getting married. Yet I still am here. So I am praying for the deliverance to truly let go. Allow him to fight this for me. You can’t be perfect on every front. I cant do it all. So this battle is just not mine and I have issues with just not making things work for me. I love you all and I am going to try my best to blog more because I actually miss it so. I am out, be blessed!
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