Beans3bk’s Weblog

Some days I feel like Forrest Gump. Life is so like a box of chocolates. I have been really just been thinking about my life mistakes I have made, things I have overcome and all the joys and sorrows in between. As you all know I am single and it is not as easy as I thought. I am torn so much with so many different decisions. Life altering ones at that. I realize with everything you do there is consequences and I also know that you can not dictate your future no matter how hard you try, now you can make decisions that will bring you joy and help you be ok, but the final choice is not yours only God holds the future in his hands. I know that, I believe that and I stand on it. Well needless to say my weekend was very interesting. It was homecoming weekend for Central State University. The college I went to years ago and I currently attend now. I had a good time, had a blast I partied so hard I took a five hour nap during the day on Sunday. A sista was broke down. I saw a lot of people from my past, some I would have like to have forgotten, but decisions you make as a teenager tend to come back to haunt you in your thirties and I realize that. I have some other personal issues going on too, but I think I am going to keep those under my hat. I am just trying to press my way and keep my mind busy so my heart will be able to heal. It is getting better and more and more everyday, I see that God will give you your desire if you wait on him. I am good, all is well, I am out, be blessed!!!