Today is a trip. I keep getting hit with one blow after another. I am not sure what is going on. I know this I am going to church tonight and I am going to hear the word of God. I am not going to worry about what I don’t have or what I need because he will supply my needs. School is starting soon and everyday I am getting things together for my children to start school. I am so tired of dealing with people when it comes to my children. I am officially shielding them from the world from this point on. There will not be another that I allow to come close to my children. I am so tired of the false hope they are given. Poor things they still believe in people. I know the Lord will work it out, plus there will be an over abundance. If he can feed 5000 people with 2 fish and 5 loaves of bread I am sure he can give me a way to accommodate the needs of three little kids. No matter if I am their only parent or not. We have the same father and he will take care of them. I am out be blessed.
I will not falter July 29, 2009
Enough is enough. When I first started this blog it was for fun. The post I wrote were to be inspirational. I am almost to the point that I don’t want to do it anymore. Every word I say is scrutinized. People read it then turn my words against me. I am so close to just shutting it down that I can’t take it. The sad thing is that the very ones that attack it already claim to know God so I am not sure why they have a problem with me, a single woman who has definitely messed up. I have three kids no husband. Living to serve God and let people know that it is OK to be a mess. He will take you as you are. I started off this race as a hot mess but he has worked on me and worked on my heart and spirit and allowed me to care for people. He allowed me to love someone other than my immediate family. He taught me to love and value myself and not use people for material gain. Somebody out in the world needs to know that but we and I will add myself are too simple to put that out there because we dare not have beans thinking she is this or that. FYI, it’s not about anybody but Jesus. He put me here to let the world know he still saves. Even people like me. So as I love those that slander me and keep it moving know that no matter what you think of me. God knows me and he knows that he didn’t pick me for no reason. Is it a story of glamour no, but it is a story of a person that looked fine on the outside but was a mess on the inside called to God he heard her prayer, sent her what she needed she lost focus so he took it away for her to be able to realize who God really is. There will be more to this story but I believe in this:
I hope you can pull it up, Kim Burrell/ Thank You Lord
Now nobody should be mad but the devil but if you are check yourself.
I love everybody but don’t look at me, Look to him,
I am out, be blessed
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