I think I’ll be straight July 15, 2009

Where do I begin, lol. I trip myself out. I write about myself everyday. Not that anybody cares to read it. I just love to do it. I keep my life as real as it gets. I am so over the fakeness of it all. You get what you get from me. Some people like me some people don’t. I am an acquired taste like fine wine. lol I am in a silly mood this morning. The sun is shining and God is good. As I make my journey through life I see and am apart of some craziness. Things happen and some days I just shake my head. I put my life, my feelings, and everything else on display so others can see what God can do for a person just as simple as me. Am I worthy of all his blessings? No. He allows me to recognize him for what and who he truly is. Do I get weak? Yes Do I mess up? Heck yeah. I am not perfect so I allow my imperfections to be viewed also. That is to let you know that he takes care of any and everybody. If he will deliver me from all that I was and have done. I don’t think anybody is exempt from deliverance. I keep my personal information to a minimum now. I had to learn that. People have decided to pick apart my true words from the heart and used them against me when they really don’t know my story. That is apart of my testimony too. I see it like this God knows me in and out others only know what they see in me. If they can’t see the Jesus in me and realize that I am sincere than I need to work harder to be a light. I am sure people judge me and say you claim to be holy yet you do this or that but don’t worry about me because your deliverance doesn’t come through me. If I am out of order God will put me back in place so why put your salvation in jeopardy by talking about me. Just a thought. I am trying to live a life pleasing to him. I know he has something great in store for me. I know he has set me up to prosper it is now up to me to fall in line. So often Christians crucify each other for what they do. Jesus died for my sins not Mary Jane so Mary Jane needs to worry about herself and let God deal with me. I have learned that me going around pointing out negativity is so not of God. If you come in the room talking crazy and looking down on people for not living by the bible and beat them up with it. You can’t save no souls. That is what we are called to do. So from here on out I want it to be know, instead of talking about me, try praying for a sista!!.  I don’t know why I had to say this yall know I write whatever comes to my mind. I am so focused on the positive and I am so glad God is working things out for my good on all fronts. It is amazing how he works, that is a post for later, maybe. I want you to know the more you diligently seek him the more he will do for you. Keep offering those sacrifices of praise. I am out be blessed.