I was going to talk about one thing, but I changed my mind. Some things are better discovered. I had a decent weekend. Full of highs and lows. Friday I learned that when it comes down to it actions speak louder than words. I learned that people that truly love you love regardless of what you do. I have so much going on mentally and emotionally that I am in prayer for clarity. I know if I sit back and allow God to move however he sees fit everything will be alright.
I have removed my hands from a lot of situations I used to deal with and decided to let his will be done. I finally cooked my kids some food. I felt bad because they were eating like dogs because I haven’t cooked in a while. Saturday we had a drill team competition. The girls lost. I am about to lose my mind planning this competition. So many things to get and do to make it a success. Still working out the details of my business, so much research that needs to be done. In the next few months I plan on making some serious life changes that may upset a few people. I must do what is best for me and mine. We need a change of pace.I had a great time at church yesterday. I sang with the praise team it felt really good. I am still praying about that too. I can’t half do something so I know what I need to do to get there. I have stopped and started this post so many times, I am not even sure the direction. I am very busy today. My mind is racing and my desk is a mess. If one more person asks me a question I think I will scream. At this point I am rambling. So I will end this, post it and try again tomorrow to come up with something. I am out, be blessed
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