Compromise
Hey All,
Today is a weird day, still having allergy issues, but have you ever woke up and thought, I really just don’t want to be bothered. Period. I have no serious issues but I really just don’t feel like dealing with crap. I am sleepy; I need just a complete rest. I am busy all the time but I just want to be able to just sleep. In an ideal day I want to just wake up when I am fully rested. I went to bed late last night, got up early this morning. I am really rambling today, but oh well. I haven’t had any coffee yet either.
I was trying to decide what I was going to talk about today and nothing really sticks out. I could talk about my baby, but his infamous attitude reared its ugly head this morning, so I really don’t feel like singing his praises. Lol I guess I shouldn’t say that, but dealing with a relationship requires a lot of patience. Beans has no patience. I like instant gratification. I don’t like to debate things. I am from the old school of My way or the Highway. Lol. Compromise is new to me. I am not used to listening to what other people think because previous to now I never cared what anyone else thought or said other than myself. But this new love thing kinda has me twisted. I am just not in control like I normally would be. I don’t know why he won’t just do what I tell him, how I tell him. He wants to do what he wants to do. Do I want a trained puppy no, but some days I really don’t want to be bothered with a pit bull. Anywho, back to my question of the day. How do I keep from telling this man to kiss my @ss?. Lol Just playing but how do I deal with not getting my way all the time? Nine times out of ten he usually right but I still want things done my way. Compromise is hard when you aren’t compromising with anybody other than yourself. lol